May 2013
18 posts
This could be fun (or extremely depressing)
1: Name
2: Age
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favourite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favourite quote
16: Favourite place
17: Favourite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favourite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favourite movie
29: Favourite song
30: Favourite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favourite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What's the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I've read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
74: Favourite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
139: Favourite Tv Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favourite pizza toping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I'm really bad at
149: What my greatest achievments are
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasise about
155: Any question you'd like?
Everyone’s busy and has no time to deal with me it’s like I am a child
Me: WHEN I WAS
Dad: what
Me: A YOUNG BOY
Dad: oh God
Me: MY FATHER
Dad: not again
Me: TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
Dad: no I didn't
Me: TO SEE A MARCHING BAND
Dad: you're not even a boy
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Went to school ,guy that I like said I looked cute,many compliments on my pretty dress, came home had Nutella , then took a nap BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Can’t wait till my graduation in two years
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I think I love him ?
I love to love yet no one wants my love :(
You know that one song that you just heard and fell in love with. All the other songs that you listen to are nothing compared to that one song and you would do anything to heard it again that’s how I fell about Charli xcx song what I like and this guy name bailey too he is kinda awesome he reminds me of the song and its exactly what I like
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I think I might have finally found a person that is interested in my existence it’s a guy so I am really worried I like him in “that”way I hope he likes me too in “that” way
<3 I am glad I don’t care about it anymore
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Bayern Munich beat Barcelona !!!!!!!!!!!
April 2013
16 posts
My teacher is pregnant
There is noting like karma sweet sweet karma ;) that’s what you get when mess with someone’s heart
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I know one day we are going to leave this place and start our own star destined lives we were born to live but please don’t forget me to not have you in my life is like losing the best part of my mind yeah we’re not going to be able to see each other all the time but if and when you have the chance tell me that you miss me because I am going to miss you more than you will ever know and when we put...
Went to torrid went to whole foods now I work
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I love watching big air
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I want to grow. I want to grow as big as a giant . So that when ever I get angry I can smash things .house. I want to be able to up root a tree without a struggle a chuck it across earth. When I am sad I just want to sink and shrink into the bottom of the sea and wait… Wait.…and then I take all of my emotions and bottle it up into a water prof fire prof case and dispose of it beneath the earth....
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Is it wrong to imagine me. Over dosing or cutting myself until I pass out. And as I am passed out I dream of a place where I don’t have to worry about anything and I was truly happy. And when I woke up I was surrounded by flowers and people who cared about me. Friends.family. Is it wrong to want to do that? I think and I know that it is but sometimes it’s the only way to make people listen to get...
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Hating myself won’t make you like me anymore . Does it pain you to see a young girl mentally abuse herself? Good. I what you to be in pain I want you to turn your back on me and look away in disgust. I am labeled a monster in the eyes of me . As to where everyone else sees a young woman with I pretty face I see An ugly foul beast that should be destroyed.
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Do I have to shout out that I am a sinner? do I have to say foul things about myself? all I want to be seen and heard! …. yet you push me aside… OH DEAR friends, what tricky is this now ? let us lead our lives while she gets left behind and have her wonder “is it me” I do not want to make it seem like I care what you think …… but inside I am begging for your attention….to be heard ….to be...
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While people tend to spend spring break on some beautiful tropical island I have created my own (in my room) where I can do what I please and not have a care in the world I have recreated myself and am proud of it I block the outside world out of my island and it helps entirely I might sound a little self centered but in the end spring break has to end and I am back to school but for now...
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I miss him. His smell, his laugh, his jokes, the way he complains, his smile, the way he looked. I wish I never introduced them. I wished he would have liked me they way I liked him. I wish I never told him to never talk to me again because I miss him. And sometimes I see him .around. And my heart races and I sweat. This usually doesn’t happen often. I just wanted him to know that I miss him...
September 2012
1 post
I have no idea what love really is and I am one of the many teenagers that can say that. I think I am in love but then there is also the concept of infatuation. I have no idea which one I am all I know is that I want to talk to him all the time and he is very attractive and funny and nice and thank god he cares yes he is older than me and yes he is white but I don’t give a crap he make me...
July 2012
1 post
Thinking about my future and what my life is going to be like and then I realise that I haven’t did anything that people my age would have did already and then I feel completely unaccomplished that my life has been a big waste :(
June 2012
5 posts
When I start to think about “it” I just can’t stop and then it come flooding my mind with all of the memories “it” gave me and then …… and then “it” speaks and my pulse starts to race to a point were I start to sweat and I ramble on about the fact that “it” has spoken and I speak back trying so hard to act like I could care less but I am just...
To me right now everything is bleac it means nothing yes I have emotions and feelings still but the emotions I am feeling I feel should not be there I feel like I should feel nothing but yet I am still feeling and I don’t want to but -and yes there is always a but - there is some insane crazed and obsessive part of me -and it plays a very Minor but sometimes major role in my life- that just...
My life at home is always and will forever be half empty
I try so hard to get to know my friends and they are so lazy about getting to know me like it’s all about them sometimes I just wish that Instead of me asking the questions they should be asking me questions but then again who could blame them I am pretty lame
Misery loves company right now I am miserable and I need some company
May 2012
2 posts
I hate my life one day I want to wake up with out people knocking on my door and demanding things from me before I can go to the bathroom and not have to live in fear that if I say or do something wrong that I would have to get beat up for it and to finally have a human being listen to me and understand me would be a miracle I am so ready to start my own life but the thing is I do not know where...
I have no real friends people who are their for me all the time and care about me nope u have no friends at all that’s y I talk to my self and am alone all the time I wish I had friends what’s wrong with me y don’t I have any friends I must have no social skills or I am just really lame I need friends but who would be my friend
April 2012
2 posts
So the fashion world finally decides to make plus size clothing about time even if u look around there aren’t size 4 people walking around every where you go
Interracial couples give me hope
March 2012
7 posts
I tried but I can’t do it I can’t stop I want to but I just simply can’t I must process this new information now and think about how I am in the right not the wrong
I an so tired of have to stand there and be yell at like I am four can’t she just say it nicely it for all the wrong reason I feel I like I am a weak army of one and I am outnumbered by big adults who hate the very thought of children
Just because I do not have a slim waist or a great jaw line does not mean that I have to pay the price for it by being tormented by you I am health and I am proud it you who has the problem if don’t don’t like me because of my body
